First Kiss♥

This sky was misty marble night blue, the moon was cresent, almost a full moon. The stars sparkled, i leaned against the fence staring uncomfortably in his eyes. He stared oddly back. I rested my right hand on his shoulder. I leaned up and pressed my lips against his. It was like every thing was in slow motion. like it was just me and him and all our surroundings melted away. like it nothing didnt matter anymore. This was my first kiss.

Tearless

It's all on you.
I cried all my tears.
Til, my eyes got puffy..
and my nose got stuffy..

I kinda loved you dude.
But you didn't love me back.
How rude...

Now once I think about it.
 I hate you more.
The thought of you can be such a bore.
Because now I have someone new..
I hope he makes all my dreams come true.

Never knew~

I never knew I could like someone, so much....
I never felt like this.I dont even know how I feel..
It's hard to explain really. All I know is your perfect (TO ME)

I wonder....

If you feel the same.. Whatever that is...
♥♥♥
This is probably weird..
And It's not hard for me too tell you this.
Omg[oshhh]

Note to God

I love you.
I pray to you.
To let peace spread..
Help me understand..
Find my way threw this world..
I'm just a little girl in this big world..
Give me hope, strength, and faith..
Dear God...

A child

I feel like a child. I mean a little child.
I don't even know why..
I'm goofy, curious, and playful, like a child.
I still play with dolls sometimes. I even play dressup!! And sleep with a teddy bear/bunny!
I'm a child in the heart! A 15 year old 5 year old!
That's weird huh?

Unpretty

Am I ugly?
Go ahead and say yes. Because I know I am.
Sometimes, I feel somewhat pretty. But I put makeup on, to feel even more pretty.
My friends tell me I'm pretty, I think to make me feel better. My mom always tell me I'm pretty.. But I don't think so. My best friend Alissa says, "Do you think I would hang out with you if you were ugly?"
I hang out with not so pretty people. So that makes me feel even worse. I take alot of pictures to make me feel beautiful pr concided. I have this concided act, so people wont call me ugly.. to make me feel more ugly...Do you think I'm pretty...?

Trust me♥

Trust is something that is strong.
You love someone, you expect them to love you back.
You give your heart to someone, and you trust them not to break it. Well, It's hard for me to trust anyone.
And yes you did this to me wtfreak!!! dude.. I trusted you with all my heart. I freaking loved you! and this is the thanks I get. Maybe I am too young to know what love is. Or maybe your not mature enough.
But you can trust me, but I wouldn't count on it, because I don't even trust me.. =/

Giving up

"Giving up doesn't always mean your weak. Sometimes it means your strong enough to let go."

I read this quote back to back. Why come when I gave up I felt like the weakest person in the world.. Like I'm just not good at anything. I felt like a quitter. Everyone would judge me for my decison to give up. But then it was time for me to ignore.

Ignoring didn't do much good, made me a friendless loser, a quitter, a nobody. So now I had no friends.. Then one day I was on the web, just browsing. Then i typed in meaningful quotes on google.com. That quote up there caught my attention, I read it over and over.

And so now I understand that since I gave up and let the pass go. This is what is right, i thinkk! but now i know i made the right choice. Because giving up can be hard to do, you just have to be strong enough to do it.

Me

I act like I know everything, Like i have all the answers to every question. I could answer just about any question you ask me stating it in just your understanding. But deep down inside I know that I'm just as clueless as you..