It's the truth.
You don't need any proof.
I love you.
And that's true. ♥
Maybe I'm unsure.
But this feels so pure.
You didn't steal my heart.
I just gave you the another part.
One day you'll earn it all.
But that's if our love don't fall.
This is basically my journal. The journal of a misunderstood/Clueless/Emotional teenager..
About Me.!! =] ♥
- AnonymousGirl
- I like to think alott! Thats the only thing we have private to ourselves. You dont have to share your thoughts with no one. Their yours!! I'm 15 years ikd, and I like to be me,I think..?? I don't know what that is though. I'm exploring and trying to find out what's me? I'm confused. I like different things. Especially art, writing, and reading. Maybe I should paint a moral and and see what I make..! =]
Monday, June 28, 2010
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Holding on...
Maybe we're fading..
Or it was never real to begin with.
It always felt to good to be true...
Or maybe I wasn't good enough, I'm never no good.
Maybe I wasn't ready, I'm never ready.
Sometimes I think what's the point of living if bad stuff just keeps happening..
I feel like it's happening purposely.
Crying over it, can't make it any better, crying only works for babies. And I'm far from a baby.
Maybe I'm just overreacting but how is that, when I never reacted in the first place?
I don't understand.. I'm conufused.. Mann it's whatever, but you gotta hold on. but i think you already let go.
Dude maybe I shouldn't let my feelings show.
Or it was never real to begin with.
It always felt to good to be true...
Or maybe I wasn't good enough, I'm never no good.
Maybe I wasn't ready, I'm never ready.
Sometimes I think what's the point of living if bad stuff just keeps happening..
I feel like it's happening purposely.
Crying over it, can't make it any better, crying only works for babies. And I'm far from a baby.
Maybe I'm just overreacting but how is that, when I never reacted in the first place?
I don't understand.. I'm conufused.. Mann it's whatever, but you gotta hold on. but i think you already let go.
Dude maybe I shouldn't let my feelings show.
Sunday, June 6, 2010
A bestfriend
Wow. How many people can say they got a "Real" bestfriend.?
Well There are some out there. But why do there always gotta be a competion?
Why do they think they know every littke thing about you, because you been friends for a long time?
Well there is a answer, and you know it.
It's because you call them your bestfriend.
See, I dropped the bestfriend thing a couple months ago. Because it's not hard to explain, But i can't really trust my "Bestfriend" honestly.. I don't even think of her as my bestfriend. More like a cousin or something, and that makes it worse. See. This girl i used to hang out with at school. Me and her got into a huge arguement over my phone. (Petty right?) and I hated her, over a phone. she came over after I apologized for being a bitch on facebook and going crazy over a phone. =\ she randomly came over one morning, and told us how she missed us and she was sorry about the phone too. We became cool again. And my "bestfriend" found out somehow, idk how.. i forget. Anyways she called me like she was my girlfriend and said "I see you got a new bestfriend." And I was thinking (Jealously much.>!) And then I kept telling her what honestly happened like I was her girlfriend, lol and she was acting retarted. Soooo Thennn my point is today! my day was going fine and dany, perfect and happy, comfortable and chill. Until I get a call from my "bestfriend" she think I always copy her for some reason.. She said "So you like Marylin Monroe now?" and everyone knows I always liked Marylin Monroe since the 6th grade when I did a report in her in Mr. O's class. I was so confused. and she was like "You never liked Mayriln Monroe, you said she was a slut." I wanted to just LAUGH! even though i was overly irritated. My mom said she was a slut, but actually i read her biography, and her book (I got a A+ on the report thingy) lol anyways she had a affair with the president. and! everyone says he had her killed. SoooO! yeahh I know. I'm not a copier. but yeahhh i had to get my emotions out there
SIGNING OFF MRS. ESHA! =]
Well There are some out there. But why do there always gotta be a competion?
Why do they think they know every littke thing about you, because you been friends for a long time?
Well there is a answer, and you know it.
It's because you call them your bestfriend.
See, I dropped the bestfriend thing a couple months ago. Because it's not hard to explain, But i can't really trust my "Bestfriend" honestly.. I don't even think of her as my bestfriend. More like a cousin or something, and that makes it worse. See. This girl i used to hang out with at school. Me and her got into a huge arguement over my phone. (Petty right?) and I hated her, over a phone. she came over after I apologized for being a bitch on facebook and going crazy over a phone. =\ she randomly came over one morning, and told us how she missed us and she was sorry about the phone too. We became cool again. And my "bestfriend" found out somehow, idk how.. i forget. Anyways she called me like she was my girlfriend and said "I see you got a new bestfriend." And I was thinking (Jealously much.>!) And then I kept telling her what honestly happened like I was her girlfriend, lol and she was acting retarted. Soooo Thennn my point is today! my day was going fine and dany, perfect and happy, comfortable and chill. Until I get a call from my "bestfriend" she think I always copy her for some reason.. She said "So you like Marylin Monroe now?" and everyone knows I always liked Marylin Monroe since the 6th grade when I did a report in her in Mr. O's class. I was so confused. and she was like "You never liked Mayriln Monroe, you said she was a slut." I wanted to just LAUGH! even though i was overly irritated. My mom said she was a slut, but actually i read her biography, and her book (I got a A+ on the report thingy) lol anyways she had a affair with the president. and! everyone says he had her killed. SoooO! yeahh I know. I'm not a copier. but yeahhh i had to get my emotions out there
SIGNING OFF MRS. ESHA! =]
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