Hiding my feelings

i hate the way i feel about you. its like i feel this shyness around you that i cant stand. i want to be outgoing snd stuff but im afraid youll think im changing to much. i honestly dont understand my own feelings and emotions. love is a odd feeling that is like a drug you know when its wromg but you keep trying and trying until it works out. but does it ever really work out..?

8mths

that's a longgggggg timee. i never imagine for it to last this long. I hope it last longer. I never took relationships seriously. Because boys never took me seriously. i guess i still had kooties. lol but seriously. this is the best one. and I hope i can make this work. because I think I'm falling.....

IN LOVE.!!

highschool sweetheart maybe???