Unpretty

Am I ugly?
Go ahead and say yes. Because I know I am.
Sometimes, I feel somewhat pretty. But I put makeup on, to feel even more pretty.
My friends tell me I'm pretty, I think to make me feel better. My mom always tell me I'm pretty.. But I don't think so. My best friend Alissa says, "Do you think I would hang out with you if you were ugly?"
I hang out with not so pretty people. So that makes me feel even worse. I take alot of pictures to make me feel beautiful pr concided. I have this concided act, so people wont call me ugly.. to make me feel more ugly...Do you think I'm pretty...?