Ordinary girl (Miley Cyrus) Lol my version

I'm just a ordinary girl..
I have feelings..
thoughts,
moments,
crys,
I dont want to be ungrateful, I love who I am.
But sometimes
I'm lazy,
I get bored,
I get scared,
I feel ignored,
I feel happy,
I get silly,
I choke on my own words,
I make wishes,
I have dreams,
and I still want to believe Im just a ordinary girl..

Hear my heart

Sit still..
Listen closely.
Just breathe steadily.
As he listens to my heart.
Lol. Okay I'm serious I gotta stop posting stuff I do.

Lessons

I just got to learn to keep my secrets. Lol
Well not really secrets, like I do something, and it's like I cant hold it in for myself. I end up telling someone..
Which isn't good. I need to learn. Even though I was taught a thousands times, like I do something I dont want noone to know I did, and I can't keep it to myself, so I'll go tell a friend or my cousin. And then someone else founds out, then everybody does. I tried to stop that. But everytime I do that, they think I have a attitude or I'm acting funny/ strange. I dont know anymore. I dont know what to do. I want to keep to myself for now on. And posting how I feel on my blog really dont make it any better, Because if I dont tell someone I have to write it down. Even though I like to think alot and thinking is the only thing we have secret to ourselves. I guess it's because I think too much, and too many thoughts bottled up in my mind like that have to be released.. And Lol. I dont have enough space to comprehen other things, thats why I be so unfocused sometimes. And people feel I'm ignoring them. But I really need help.. I don't know what to do anymore...

A picture is worth a thousand words!

When I look at this picture of me and you.
I don't know what to say..
A bunch of words come into play.
Like, it was a great moment in time.
Is this some sort of crime?
How I feel so speechless.
Maybe, this picture suppose to be like this.
So I can understand..
Thats much better then the silly words i planned.
I never expected to be this thrown..
My mind feel gone...

Promise

Promises made, not meant to be broken..
I wonder if they ever will be.

I hope not.

Maybe wondering about that isnt such a good idea..
I dont want the promise to be broke.
That would be..
Different.

I never expected to feel this way "again".

Well I never really felt like this, if this isn't love.(Amor, no es amor)
then tell me what it is?

:-/
Lets see if we can keep that promise.

Never Let Go..

Take my hand
Lets befriend...

Each other.

Confide,
Give pride.
Keep our friendship alive.

Everybody needs a Friend,
Someone to depend on, when it's not a good day.
A person who can help make a way.
Someone to sit by in the middle of May.
And always stay.

Like they say. "People come and go."
But a real friend will never a be a foe.

True.

You know that saying "Bestfriends can became your worst enemy."?

Well it's true, if someone knows so much about you, that can be their weapon against you, and you will be the prey, and theres nothing you can do to stop that. Thats why you have to choose your friends very wisely.

I'm just saying, But I know that won't happen to me, because I'm always changing and nobody ever really knows me, Thats not good if they know too much. They can use it as your weakness. That's why you should keep your private life and secrets to yourself. Example: (What you do with your boyfriend.) Because you don't want your "Bestfriend" to become your worst enemy. =]

Stylin'

Look at us, all dressed in black.

This why we all just perfectly match.

People stare at the dark clothes we wear.

Black, is plain and simple. But you can always touch it up,

With pink. Actually any color would do. Lol. All you have to do is be you.

His Frightening Touch

It was all perfect.
I loved him.. I think.
I couldn't even blink.
I was blinded by love.
Knowing you where no good for me.
The way we used to be.
It scares me to remember those days.
And my curious ways.
Only thirtteen. Nearly a baby.
Your touch was cold..
The way you fooled me was bold.
I'll cry to you. and fall into you false lies.
Now I know better.
You gave me experience, if theres another interference.
Thank you.
Now I feel wise.
I learned from my cries..