I just got to learn to keep my secrets. Lol
Well not really secrets, like I do something, and it's like I cant hold it in for myself. I end up telling someone..
Which isn't good. I need to learn. Even though I was taught a thousands times, like I do something I dont want noone to know I did, and I can't keep it to myself, so I'll go tell a friend or my cousin. And then someone else founds out, then everybody does. I tried to stop that. But everytime I do that, they think I have a attitude or I'm acting funny/ strange. I dont know anymore. I dont know what to do. I want to keep to myself for now on. And posting how I feel on my blog really dont make it any better, Because if I dont tell someone I have to write it down. Even though I like to think alot and thinking is the only thing we have secret to ourselves. I guess it's because I think too much, and too many thoughts bottled up in my mind like that have to be released.. And Lol. I dont have enough space to comprehen other things, thats why I be so unfocused sometimes. And people feel I'm ignoring them. But I really need help.. I don't know what to do anymore...
This is basically my journal. The journal of a misunderstood/Clueless/Emotional teenager..
About Me.!! =] ♥
- AnonymousGirl
- I like to think alott! Thats the only thing we have private to ourselves. You dont have to share your thoughts with no one. Their yours!! I'm 15 years ikd, and I like to be me,I think..?? I don't know what that is though. I'm exploring and trying to find out what's me? I'm confused. I like different things. Especially art, writing, and reading. Maybe I should paint a moral and and see what I make..! =]
I'm like that too. Secrets or whatever your thinking to yourself...but you wanna tell others too. You just wanna let them know so that you won't go insane about it. lols, kidding. but what's the problem?
ReplyDeleteIdk. Theres not really problem, but that i'm going INSANE! I like do something, like what happened today, but I already told someone I can trust Lol because they were there. But I'm saying in general when I want to tell someone something, i feel as if I can't anything to myself..
ReplyDeleteAwhs...It's okay. It's hard to keep a secret but if you don't know what to do & become...crazy, that's when pple know. & we tell friends the ones who you can trust. Friends care too & will help :]
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