School

Kinda confused..

I do wanna go backk..
Then again..
I don't..

But I can see him everyday.!
But that might be bad for my grades.!
I will get too focused on him. (Which I already am)
And I'll get to see my friends! (Connie and Rebecca)
But I'm a nerd, so I could never not get my work done, and stay organized...!
But going back to school can be good.
I'm a Sophmore now.
Haha. And I'm planning to stay on the honor every semester.
I almost did last year, but I missed the 3rd semester.
I still had a high GPA.
But aghhhH!
School kinda sucksss..
Goodbye sleep- in says
Good Morning NO sleep at all!
-_-

Gone

I feel like I'm fading..
Like day by day I grow older.
But I don't want too.
I want to stay like this.
This age. This height. This weight.
But It seems as if I'm 40. At 15.
I hate too think about the future.
It gives me bad visions, Me with children is a horrible thought at this age..
I feel weird thinking about it.
I don't really know.
If I think too much I might faunt.
Soo Yeah Im done

Listen

Can anybody hear me?
Naw their all ignoring.
What i say doesnt matter.
Im too young for an opinion.
They expect me to do good and be good.
But how? When I feel so ignored..